Write about your last birthday and how you plan to spend your upcoming birthday.
Last year, I had school on my birthday and since my birthday was so near to the promotional examinations, I spent my whole afternoon in school after lessons studying. I still remembered that I was doing differentiation hahaha! :) Initially, I planned to celebrate my birthday with D but well, due to studies commitment, we did not meet up. :( Nonetheless, as much as I feel that my birthday wasn't good last year, E made my day! I received a handmade present by E and oh my gosh, I still remember all the girls in my class more excited than me. LOL, I wasn't the first to open the gift hahaha! :) Everyone was like " WOW " :D E was my study buddy throughout the year too. Hahaha! That evening I had no more motivation to study because it was my birthday and so E and I headed to Clarke Quay to talk rubbish., really. Just talk non-stop. I am so chatty HAHA :)
This year, I don't intend to celebrate like every other year actually. It's so near to A levels OMG. Why do my birthdays always fall on examinations or nearing examinations!! >:O I remember I had PSLE mathematics on my birthday and O level physics paper on my birthday. zZz... And it was EOM submission for PW last year on my birthday. I have no life lol. This year, my birthday is going to fall on my study leave but well, I HAVE TO STUDY!!!
And I am feeling very stressed now. I am having anxiety attacks T.T I cannot seem to stop it... T.T RELAX JUNE CALM DOWN!! :((
What did I eat today?
Because I am stressed with all the anxiety attacks, I have been losing appetite and I drank a packet of Vico in the morning and feel like vomiting lol. I did not eat lunch but slept all day to not think about the stress and woke up for dinner which was a really small amount of rice and chicken. I am eating so much lesser than usual. As much as I do not feel like eating, I force myself to eat at least a little so that my body will not be ruined.
I have never felt so stressed before. T.T This is killing me. I am going mad. T.T
How has your life changed over the past year?
Hectic, hectic and more hectic.
What made you smile the most today?
My chemistry improved! I hope that I will never fail chemistry again! Hard work does pays off with the correct studying method. I aim now to study all my other subjects effectively which I haven't found out how to do so. OMG PANIC IT'S GOING TO BE THE END OF JULY.
Describe what you spend most of your time on.
I spend most of my time in school? If you mean free time, I love to read blogs and watch videos. =) I am just stating not describing haha LOL.
How was your week been?
BAD.
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